#anyway yeah this year's list is even shorter im sad

[brandogenius]

wait, omg can we get a fic for the falling in love after the fake proposal for the cake?

IT WOULD BE SO CUTE

YES YOU CAN!!

part 3 to these two!

1, 2,

‼️RPF‼️

FIC - “ Newly wedded wife”

Julien x reader

word count: 1.375

being proposed to at a restaurant for a slice of cake was definitely something not on your bucket list for this year. especially it being done by one of your friends. well..it kind of makes a bit of sense anyway.

you didn’t expect twitter to blow up the very next day with photos and videos of you and julien from different angles of the restaurant. people uploading the videos to tiktok. fans and people recognising the guitarist and running with the video.

it went viral. sometime about seeing you and julien at a table together laughing while eating a slice of cake after the shorter woman got down on one knee with her old rusty ring. it made you role your eyes but smile.

julien took pride in the bit. wanting to keep it going for as long as she can. some fans took it well. surprising you when threads on twitter appeared with theories upon speculation that the two of you were dating prior to the restaurant event. it had you curious. were you and julien always that touchy with each other?

it didn’t cross your mind how dedicated julien was to this bit the both of you have made. referring to you as your fiancé- coming up with a whole backstory.

“yeah we decided to get together after our first album. pretty long time huh?” you just sat there, shaking your head as you watched juliens goofy grin in your laptop. rambling about times the two of you have been to places on ‘platonic friend dates’ but to the interviewer, she describes them in much more romantic detail. she was a pretty good convincing actress. if you didn’t know, you’d think the woman was actually in love.

there comes a time about a week ago where you thought you were doing a bit. deciding to go all out for a fake wedding with julien. renting out a small church for the day. you thought it was a great idea. something fun to do and tease everyone.

it’s not everyday you realise that the person phoebe found off the side of the road was actually a professional and registered ordained ministry. declaring you wife and wife, julien leaned in and kissed you. it was just something for the photos. maybe for everyone to look back on and laugh.

but why did you enjoy it? the feeling of juliens lips against yours was interesting to say the least. you didn’t mind it. when julien broke away you found yourself a bit sad. wanting more.

“i think that settles it for the day” julien patted your shoulder. she wiped her lips, walking down the isle. phoebe and lucy were sitting front row, all dolled and dressed up for the occasion.

“congratulations to both of you” turning your head, you stared at the man with a confused stare. “it’s not everyday i do private weddings. let alone on the spur of the moment” he opened his hand for you to shake. you shook his hand with a confused stare. “i don’t think i understand?” you casted a glance at phoebe who looked back at you with an even more confused look

“i was asked by this lovely lady to marry you two” the man smiled. shoving on his backpack. “i thought to do it for free since i presume you all were in a rush. i best be going. it was lovely. i congratulate you two on a wonderful and long life” the man patted your shoulder and walked away. you stood at the top of the isle, mouth hung open.

“phoebe..” you turned to look at the silver haired woman. “phoebe don’t tell me..”

“how was i supposed to know?!” phoebes voice raised in volume.

“are you telling me, we’re officially and legally married?” julien spoke up, taking a seat beside lucy, glancing between you and the others. “i guess?” phoebe rushed out, looking away as she started to chuckle.

you quickly rushed down the isle, smacking phoebe on the shoulder who bursted out laughing “are you serious?! - oh my god. first it was the cake, a fake engagement now im actually married to you?” you pointed a finger at julien who raised her eyebrows

“do you not want to be married to me?!”

“well not necessarily! i thought it was a bit!”

“that bit is long gone now ever since you stepped foot in the church” lucy’s voice piped up from behind you.

“i want a divorce” you sighed into your hands. this wasn’t what you planned your day - or month to be. legally married to your best friend for a joke. what’s next?

you heard a gasp. quickly looking up, you were met with julien. hand over her heart as she mocks offence. “are you breaking up with me? after all we’ve been through”

you couldn’t contain the sigh from your mouth. a small - barely noticeable smile on your face. phoebe cackled into her sleeve, silently doubled over in a wheeze as she hit lucy’s leg.

“there’s nothing funny about this- we are getting a divorce as soon as we can!” you stood up, quickly leaving the church.

-

“are you still mad at me?” you looked up from your book. laying under the covers in your bed, you put the book down. julien stood at the door awkwardly. one hand in her pocket as the other gripped her phone.

“i wasn’t mad at you in particular, annoyed? maybe. i hold no grudges” you confirmed, going back to your book. julien took this as an invitation into your room. quietly shutting the door behind her. she awkwardly walked into the center of the room.

you could feel the awkwardness and tension wavering off julien. “what’s wrong?” you notice julien stiffen up from the corner of your eye. “oh- i.. just wanted to come in-“ you looked up at the woman, raising an eyebrow. you had a feeling you knew what she wanted.

“you want to sit down with me and read?” you lifted up the covers, an invitation for julien. she quickly nodded her head, getting in under the covers. she kept her distance, laying on one of the pillows, glancing at your book.

“just.. don’t wanna make you uncomfortable or anything.. after today” that was it. you understood. this.. whatever you would call it- was something very common you both did. walking into the others room, cuddling while the other caught up on the newest episode of their favourite tv show or read.

you understood it though. coming from juliens perspective. fake engagement to a real marriage. she didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.

“it’s fine. come here” you lifted your arm. allowing julien to lay further down in the bed, resting against your arm. she looked up at the book you were reading. “i’m sorry if i made you upset today”

“i’m not upset at you. i’m a bit pissed off at phoebe but at the end of the day it wasn’t her fault” you messed around with small strands of juliens hair.

“besides, it’s nice to finally say i’m married. i didn’t think i was someone worth being loved” you chuckled, eyes fixated on the paragraph in front of you.

“that sounds pretty fucking sad man” julien huffed. you couldn’t help but let out a stifled laugh. “as your newly wedded wife. how about i treat you to a nice dinner tomorrow baby?” julien teased. you couldn’t help but notice the way your heart fluttered. fluttering the way it used to when you were a teenager back in high school. stealing small glances at the popular girl who had her eyes fixated on the boy beside her.

maybe it was just your thoughts. maybe it was just your mind playing games. tricking yourself into believing something that was false. you knew what it meant. but you wouldn’t allow yourself to have it.

you valued your friendship - or marriage with your best friend. you wouldn’t want to ruin it. ruin the memories and core moments you shared with the older woman..

“i would love to, honey” you leaned your head to the side, comfortably resting on the top of juliens head.

“want me to read to you?”

“please?”

[n7punk]

We’re stl here! She ra fans are still here!! YOUR fans are still here and not going anywhere! I think a lot of fans are just horny and give more engagement for rated E stuff lol. Also I (personally) try not to bombard my fav writers when I can tell they have shit going on irl- and I know you have dealt with a lot of sickness/pain lately so I dont want to be annoying! Could be the case for others. But we are here :)

aw i do appreciate it <3 ive been having such issues this year it has shaped.... literally everything, from irl stuff to slowing down my writing and also making interacting hard not just with yall but with my friends and family. sometimes messages stress me because i know i cant answer them (especially when i really want to), but i also like talking to you guys a lot its just very difficult at times. ive been having an extended episode for like three weeks now so thats. fun and easy. but! honestly its good to hear that and it is very kind of you <3 rn im on the border where im a little incomprehensible but feeling good enough to kinda ramble.

i feel like i keep mentioning the fandom "shrinking" but honestly i usually bring it up because i know it discourages new people who want to start making art or w/e for catradora and feel like "they missed their chance" but like yeah, youre exactly right, we're still here! if you're interested in catradora, you WILL find other people who still are and we're glad to have you (two cakes, etc).

i don't think the catradora fandom is small by any means, or even shrinking fast, it is just a fact that we used to be very high on the list of top ships, and now we're number 38 - still a big number despite the difference (ive never been in a fandom that ranked before im sure). which is why i brought it up for locked fics now seeing more "engagement" loss than before and part of my motivation to keep working on my stories comes from you guys! because im adhd and struggle with motivation/staying on task lol, so if i cant do something quickly (which hasnt been possible for like a year, you might noticed some of my "long fics" this year are shorter than years previous, though thats also story differences. look at SaD, which i thought would be short, and, well....), hearing other people be invested in it helps to stir up my own investment and keep me going so that was the reason it was a con i had to weigh despite generally focusing on what i like to write/read (side adhd tangent, i love how i started in my fics being like "well i could write adora as adhd or autistic but i worry about my outside perspective" and even worrying about how i do autistic representation to now knowing full well im both and gaining a deeper understanding of my life from it /end). i do think the lock will be very temporary (most likely because the damage is done, but hopefully because of some improvement/we find something new)

i did not mean to harp more on that and i think this will be the last time i mention it im just very rambling right now. anyway this message was sweet and i appreciate you <3

[officialrovix]

VIXX April Fools Compilation 2020

This is what went down on twitter for this year’s April Fools regarding VIXX. This includes what VIXX Fansites did for this year + when other group’s fansites post anything about VIXX. There might be some I missed out! (2018) (2019)

Other Group’s Fansites posting about VIXX:  Attention! (1Team Junghoon’s Fansite) - Photo of Ken  EmbraceYJ96 (Got7 Youngjae’s Fansite) - Photo of Leo Ho! VmV (Monsta X Wonho’s Fansite) - Photo of Ken I Wanna Be Prince (NCT’s Jeno’s Fansite) - Photo of Ken Loeyeol (Infinite Sunyeol’s Fansite) - Photos of N (1,2) Purple Cloud (Kim Sanggyun’s Fansite) - Photo of Ken Vicky (Golden Child’s Fansite) - Photo of Ken (1,2)

VIXX Fansites:  Ravi_GTCK (Ravi) -  Changed name to Lala Land and dp/header to the word “La”. Posted photos of different results he get when he search ‘라비 (Ravi)’ on Naver Beautiful Stranger (Ravi) - Manager Kim Daetuck, BIGBANG G-Dragon Golden Moment (Ken) - AB6IX Woojin, Kang Daniel, Lee Jinhyuk, Seventeen Hoshi Hello, My Music (OT6) - Groovl1n Coldbay & Xydo   In A Second (Hyuk) - Pengsoo Leomelik (Leo) - Nu’est Minhyun, Ong Seongwoo Ljhk_0406 (Ken) - AB6IX Woojin, Monsta X Hyungwon Love Note (N) - Find the hidden Birb Man In May (OT6) - Attended Badda$$ Fansign, posted pictures of Ong Seongwoo, Super Junior Donghae & Yesung N Formula (N) -  Seoul Aqua Planet 63 Marine Park Over The Moon (Ravi) - Manager Kim Daetuck RAV. (Ravi) - Unclear Ravi Ravi Ange (Ravi) - EXO Xiumin, Groovl1n Coldbay & Xydo, WJSN Seola Taek For U (Leo) - Jwipo Account TaoLee0929 (Hongbin) - G(I)DLE Shuhua

[inevitably-johnlocked]

(was originally an ask, then i rambled a crapload, so if u wanna skip through, just go to the bolded questions)

i am new to the fandom & just found your blog, just wanted to say DAMN its so detailed and everything, i cant wait to read it all! also i was so relieved to find that the fandom is still alive <3

side note im just rambling here, i binged sherlock all really quick and everything is like a blur (idk if im in a state of shock or something, but i do know i was super invested at s1 ep 2, then i finished s4 at 4am one day and i had to read me some johnlock fics to comfort myself and i really dont know how i feel about anything yet just that well, johnlock and i cried during sherlocks fake death even tho i already accidentally read spoilers, and i also cried when they just went to hang out at bars together and hhh and during sherlocks best man speech and sherlocks goodbye to john (…maybe goodbye should be plural)…also i was v mad at eurus and s4 was a hell of a rollercoaster gd), so just wondering, how many times have you watched sherlock? how was the experience each time? (can be about any season or eps or anything, also any snacks u liked to eat while watching or anything of that sort? just curious and thought that might be fun to answer)(apologies if you answered this already i tried to look for it but i got a bit overwhelmed)

btw u are amazing ^^ (also nice timer even tho it makes me sad) and MAD RESPECT for answering so many asks and like SO DETAILED-LY? (i cant grammar) and god ur metas and stuff?? absolutely fantabulous. im legit crying im so glad i found your blog. i know how much work asks take (and like i procrastinate on them for so long…mm months old esp for fic rec lists bc i know those take WORK) so like again, SO MUCH RESPECT thank you for all your hard work!! you are absolutely fantastic and awesome :D please make sure you take care of yourself too <3

ALSO you have a great profile picture + background pic (forgive me i have half a braincell (actually lets make it .7437 gave myself a tiny upgrade even tho i didnt do anything) i forgot what its called…background thing?? idk) i love them!!

if u read through all that tysm, if not thank u anyways for being so amazing, i have a habit of rambling so pls bear with me ^^

(also would it be possible to make this anon? if not feel free to delete this line ^^)

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Hi Lovely!!

Always can make something Anon if y’all ask <3

First of all, SORRY for how long it took me to get back to you with this one. I’m a giant heap of trash and I’m surprised people still come here LOL

Secondly, WELCOME TO THE FANDOM! We love having y’all here, and I’m honoured that you enjoy my blog and content! Also will comment on your praise on my meta here: THANK YOU. I’m very proud of my meta, and especially the SHEER AMOUNT of it I have produced still boggles me mind. Y’all remember when I was creative and thoughtful??? LOL S4 dragged me hard hahah. I still try to write S4 meta, just not as much as I used to. I like speculating, I truly do, but I have so little free time these days because of the nature of my full time job, so I tend to just... do nothing LOL. I find Fic Reccing really relaxing when you have nearly 800 bookmarks. I’m worried I’m becoming stale though. Oh well. I’m just trying to leave my mark here. <3

Thirdly, HAHHAH Thank you for your compliment about my replies to my asks; I genuinely wish I could get more asks finished every day, but I tend to ramble, as you can see, and I just... don’t finish them in a timely manner. Honestly, it’s a relief when I don’t know something because I can then get the community involved to help me out AND I also get new fic recs that way too LOL. I also draft a TONNE of asks and when I do that, I tend to just keep adding MORE and MORE and MORE so I have to post them, LOL. 

And finally: My fave episode is TAB; it was the episode I studied the closest and my analysis of the trailer is my “claim to fame”. I just love it to bits. It’s the episode I’ve watched the most. S3 is my fave season, and it’s the SEASON I’ve watched the most, no less than 30 or 40 times. Season 2, then 1. I have only seen S4 like 5 times in full total, and horribly enough, TFP is the most-watched episode: I watched the Leak, the airdate, and I went and saw it in the theatres because I already bought the ticket before it aired so I just... didn’t care. And then at least 3 more times in Watchalongs. So yeah :| I still haven’t watched the BluRay I bought, but I hated having an incomplete set so I bought it when it went on sale fore 10 bucks LOL.

But yeah, S1 and 2 I watched together, and I LOVED the show. I joined fandom the summer before S3 aired, and S3 is when I REALLY got into the fandom. I’ve been pretty much here since then, about 7 years I think now. When I saw S4, it was incredulity and disappointment with it. That’s really it. I’m still a fence sitter these days about the series as a whole, but I’m leaning more and more to “no S5 for at least 3 more years” kinda thing. Just... everyone involved seems so disinterested in the show these days, minus Mofftiss to keep pushing the Sherlock™ Brand to make money.

ANYWAY. Thanks for writing to me!! This was such a joy to read when I first got it, and I just... have been really overwhelmed the past few weeks that I just have only been sticking to shorter asks. But I had some free time tonight when I’m answering this, so THANK YOU. 

I hope you’re still around, and I hope you still enjoy your time here! Don’t hesitate to ask me anything else!! <3 <3

[abiik]

@vhsgf replied to your post “this song made me realize i've never written about jason missing zoe”

heather this might be too forward and angsty of me to say (pls lmk if is) but now i am curious about zoe reacting to jason's death and then mirroring w jason coming back from the dead and then finding out his best friend is dead. like it sounds so PAINFUL but like. also i wanna know about it. heather what have you done i-

i had to put my hair up for this. im literally so emotional about this rn,,,like when am i not but STILL OKAY IT MAKES ME VERY [SCREECHES] (also a read more because this is fucking long im so sorry)

okay let’s start with zoe because jason’s death is a traumatic thing for her on like multiple points all relating back to when she was like elementary school aged (im pretty sure i have it where she’s like 8 ish when this happens). before jason and before going into the whole vigilante business – no matter what version of zoe you prefer – she loses her two younger brothers in a joker related accident. he kills them. and zoe… zoe is so,,, well she’s angry. because no one does anything. no one. not that fabled batman, not the police, not the fucking government – NOBODY. and she’s just supposed to keep living her life like everything is fucking fine because oh that’s just the way gotham is. and like why the fuck would she just keep living her life when her barely out of toddler aged little brothers are now dead?? why wouldn’t she want to do something about that?? why the fuck should she just let it roll off her back like no biggie?? (of course, this is a catalyst for her mother’s downward spiral and eventual disappearance, and then keme’s).

then of course, there’s zoe’s powers. at that age she didn’t really understand the extent of them, what she could do with them and all that, but as they develop and her own awareness of them develop, she is faced by like intense guilt and remorse. if only she’d been able to do something. if only she’d been there. if only she could’ve stopped the joker. if only, if only, if only. and like, realistically, there wasn’t much she could do. it wasn’t like she knew fully how strong she was; she’d barely gotten flying down at that point, but then she’s growing up and she realizes she never really had a limit. and she kind of has this complex, i’ve said it before but she really does try to bear the weight of the world on her shoulders, so everything that has happened to her up until this point after the twins die, it’s partly her fault; if only she could have been better, she could have saved them, she could have her mom, she could have keme – she could have her family back.

then, of course, there is in all of this her intense hatred of the joker. and by correlation to the whole fucking issue, gotham city and batman. (ive said that they kind of grow to like each other more, but when z and jay become friends and through their teen years until his death, it’s kind of like whenever youre gay and your bff is gay and you both kind of hate the other’s really fucked up parent who’s okay sometimes but isn’t all the time and you would totally like throw down with them if only there weren’t like,,,repercussions)

anyway, so when jason dies, it’s a big fucking deal. like he’d already been acting weird, bruce was worried about him, z was worried about him, and then he dies okay. and zoe… bruce doesn’t tell zoe right away. he doesn’t tell her and when zoe does find out, she. is. pissed. all of the shit with her baby brothers comes back. she wasn’t there. she wasn’t able to save him – because she sure as hell KNOWS that she could have at this point. and now he’s GONE. AND THIS ENTIRE TIME, SHE HAD NO FUCKING CLUE BECAUSE BRUCE DIDN’T TELL HER!!! she couldn’t even go to his funeral!!! and then, AND THEN, on fucking top of that – it was the joker who killed him. so jason’s death was like a fucking quadruple blow to her.

after finding out the details, zoe goes binary for the first time. and it’s… well it’s scary. it takes a whole lot of coaxing from old teammates and being physically restrained by diana (who lowkey is kinda like why?? are?? we?? stopping?? her?? from?? killing?? the?? joker??) and clark and donna, and they can’t even really knock her out because when she’s binary, there’s only really waiting out the duration of the high until she passes tf out from using too much energy. which she DOES and then after a good long talk with gran-gran, zoe’s going on a much needed retreat with diana to themyscira.

during that time, zoe’s super depressed. like reasonably, so. she’s so exhausted and she’s still angry but she’s also just like,,, so tired. she lost her best friend dude. like she loves jason so much, she loves him so much, and then he was just gone. poof! and at least, at least with atsa and ahiga, she got to like, be there for their send off. jason ends up being another hole in her life, like her dad and her mom and keme. he’s added to this list of people who all were just…g o n e. she didn’t get to mourn them. like obviously, she can, but every time she thinks about jason, she begins to spiral. (this is kind of when she starts drinking,,,, human alcohol can’t really touch her but she does therapeutically – which is!! not good!!) she also begins to distance herself – from jason’s titans (connor holds on with an iron grip and eddie still checks up on her, but rose was just as distraught and kyle is still kind of numb), from the original titans, from bruce and alfred, from diana, even from gran-gran and uncle bell. she fills the void with work as well as the alcohol that doesn’t really do anything to her except make her mouth taste gross and weird and she hates it but it’s become a habit. if she isn’t out doing some reckless thing while saving the world, then she’s at a bar or just sitting by the ocean.

she has bad dreams too, like horrible dreams. and like,,, they’re not necessarily horrific or anything,, she usually dreams about good times, memories with jason or with atsa and ahiga, sometimes some weird mixture of all three of them hanging out together and it’s the worst fucking thing because she wakes up and she wishes she was there too, that she could stay with them, because she misses them so much. she just wants her family back, she wants the family she had before jason and dick and alfred and the titans, but she also wants them too – she wants all of it.

and then it all comes to head with her dad’s sudden involvement with earth and shit. zoe sacrifices herself not only because she carries the fucking world on her shoulders and has a stupid martyr complex, but also because she thinks she’d be okay dying like this. she doesn’t. die that is. she doesn’t die but she also doesn’t come back.

jason’s revival story arc thing is all a bit murky for me bc I kind of like mix the whole waking up and clawing himself from his grave and also the under the red hood storyline (and like correct me if there is a version like that bc like,,, idk I can’t remember). anyway, so jason comes back, and like it’s kind of messy bc of timeline shit but he doesn’t really come back, come back, until z’s gone. like gone gone. like they held a funeral and everything for her. jason didn’t get to go and THAT is SHIT. like yeah, he wasn’t fucking alive, nobody fucking knows he’s alive anyway, but it still hurts.

and like,,, you know what else kind of hurts, is like he kind of thought that after he came back, if no one was on his side – if for some reason literally everyone was against him – he’d still have zoe. that’s the worst fucking part. he hears about what happened. he hears that she literally went ballistic. and like,, jason KNOWS that zoe would have his side, that zoe would be there for him, that even if she might not have agreed with some of the things he’s done, that she’d be right by his side, showing she cares. because like. like I know bruce is kind of stunted with emotional expression, but it’s really hard to feel like you’re appreciated when someone else’s love language is so fucking hard to translate, when you need constant validation, to be told you matter to be shown you matter to them and they can’t accommodate even a little bit, because of their pride or because they have to deem that you deserve it all of a sudden. and like I love bruce, but they way he treats his kids is shit. so yeah. jason feels hella alone when he comes back and his best friend, his rock, his ride or die (literally wfkejvnk) is fucking gone.

jason definitely has nightmares too. he doesn’t know how zoe died, like really know – no one does, because there hadn’t been a body. and jason’s mind can be a pretty dark place already, add on top of that the nightmares about his best friend dying the same way he did, or being like dick, who actually witnessed the explosion that ‘killed’ zoe. he can’t even fathom what zoe went through with his death, but eventually, as jason kind of comes back into the batfam and shit, he also kind of gets to be with the last of zoe’s family. gran-gran and uncle bell are much warmer than bruce wayne and that too big mansion and that cold fucking cave. jason goes to the ranch a lot, or finds himself at uncle bell’s antique shop whenever he needs a breather, to just be alone with something that close to zoe.

they literally both go through that period where they’re extremely reckless with mourning and regrets and fuck i never got to say this and fuck what could I have done differently, what could I have changed if I’d been there? but where jason is able to recover more effectively, zoe doesn’t do so well in space.

really, that song had triggered thoughts about jason going through her things, the things she left in his bedroom – that bruce refused to touch or move or anything – and just thinking back on their life together. it was definitely shorter than they expected and when jason thinks about it, it’s a whole bunch of salty anger and throat swelling sadness that has him kind of crippled. because like,,, he also knows how the twins died, he knows how it happened, not only did he have the firsthand accounts from those most effected, but also like, he read the reports. he KNOWS, and he feels kind of guilty, just a little bit, that what he did put her through a similar version to losing her baby brothers.

NREJKVNERLFEWLFJNEKR FUCK OKAY I THINK I NEED TO STOP LIKE THIS IS OBVIOUSLY JUST A BIG DUMB BUT BFJKERNFKJEN F   U   C   K  OKAY

[wwounu]

85 questions~

Tagged by @svt-angel​ <33

Last…

drink: water

phone call: my mum

text message: a photo to my friend i cant remember what i put lol but it was something with ‘that made me more sad than i thought’ and then something about sleep

song you listened to: hello - seventeen that song makes me hardcore uwu

time you cried: an hour ago 

Ever…

dated someone twice: dating who’s she

kissed someone and regretted: nope

been cheated on: nahh

lost someone: yeah, i guess

been depressed: no i don’t like to think so anyway...

gotten drunk and thrown up: i’ve thrown up but lol as if i drink

Fav colours:

blue, grey, white, black im very plain i know...

In the last year have you…

made new friends: mhmm!!

fallen out of love: noooo

laughed until you cried: oh yeah ofc because of this video i was a mess

found out someone was talking about you: ??? maybe??

met someone who changed you: kinda

found out who your friends are: yep hehe

kissed someone on your facebook friends list: i dont have facebook hA*

General:

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: check *

do you have any pets: nope and i dont want any now with that thing with the dog happened

do you want to change your name: ive learnt to like my name so im good hehe

what did you do for your last birthday: i had lunch with my family, had a sleepover with my friends and watched IT, cried, went out the next day to have dinner together it was okay

what time did you wake up today: 11am i slept at half six what the heck

what were you doing at midnight last night: i took a screenshot of an seventeen incorrect quote this and this one and kept annoying my friend how it was midnight bc she said she’d sleep early yeah keep promising yourself that

what is something you can’t wait for: the next school holiday im going back in two weeks fuck everyone

what are you listening to right now: “wonwoo talking for 1 hour” 

have you ever talked to a person named tom: i guess? but like, he just kept singing fire

something that gets on your nerves: my classmates whoops

most visited website: youtube or instagram tumblr too

hair color: dark brown

long or short hair: long but not too long lmao

do you have a crush on someone: who would i be crushing on though :/

what do you like about yourself: not a lot jokes ummm i dont really know...

want any piercings?: i want more, so yeah

blood type: i dunno?

nicknames: keagan, keags

relationship status: alone

zodiac: capricorn

pronouns: she/her

fave tv shows: age of youth

tattoos: im too young but why not ;)

right or left handed: right

ever had surgery: nope!

piercings: my ears its very basic... wait wasnt this asked before or what

sport: i dont do sport

vacation: next year i might go to the philippines but that depends i hate my school tch

trainers: the only ones i have are my air max 95 since 2015 i never use them, only for school

More general:

eating: nothing im craving eclairs

drinking: nothing as well

i’m about to watch: i’ll probably watch free

waiting for: i dunno heh,,

want: umm i dunno i want a carat bong i guess

get married: dude im too young

career: doctor 

Which is better?

hugs or kisses: hugs i like hugs even though i get awkward with them lol

lips or eyes: eyes but then for lips would i count as smile? because boy oh boy

shorter or taller: taller partner wise

older or younger: either but not too old or young ygm

nice arms or stomach: mate what

hookup or relationship: relationship?? im literally two

troublemaker or hesitant: why not both

Have you ever…

kissed a stranger: no

drunk hard liquor: no

lost glasses: no but id forget them

turned someone down: plenty of times just generally, i turn down anything i dont wanna do because imma wuss

sex on first date: dude.

broken someone’s heart: lol theres no ‘someone’ in the first place

had your heart broken: oh my god nO

been arrested: MATE-

cried when someone died: oh, yeah

fallen for a friend: uh... guess so?

Do you believe in…

yourself: depends on my mood

miracles: kinda

love at first sight: nah

santa claus: used to

kiss on a first date: in my opinon no i dunno why lol i just dont

angels: sure

Others:

best friend’s name: rum, sehun, ggukie what can i do without them + i changed their names so i dont expose their actual ones xx

eye color: vv dark brown

fave movie: ready player one was cool

fave actors: ummm i dunno heh... (edit: DO KYUNGSOO AND JEON WONWOO SHUT UP)

I tag: aaa idk who to tag so anyone can do it (ha im lame)

[super-fabulous-killjoy]

Tagged by the lovely @bundleofunicorns

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (eh thats a lot we’ll try)

— What was your last…

1. Drink: apple cider

2. Phone call: Baba

3. Text message: Guy who sends me pictures of his dog when im sad (i love that man and that dog)

4. Song you listened to: Woke the Fuck Up - Jon Bellion

5. Time you cried: earlier today when my extended family drove me to panic

6. Dated someone twice: never

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: havent kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: never

9. Lost someone special: when my homeboy moved to hawaii and didnt even invite me

10. Been depressed: never

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never

— Fave colours

12. Black

13. Blue

14. Gold

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: maybe? Define love also does platonic love count

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but not in a bad way

19. Met someone who changed you: i already knew them but my friends did change me this year

20. Found out who your friends are: Mainly just reminded of how much i love my real friends and how much i hate the asshat who wasnt

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: idk i got a facebook when i was really little to play farmville and the like i dont use it any more

23. Do you have any pets: 4 rabbits

24. Do you want to change your name: bot particularly

25. What did you do for your last birthday: party bus it was LIT

26. What time did you wake up today: like 9

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: scrolling through tumblr

28. What is something you can’t wait for: The Masquerade, Mashby is gonna FLIP HER SHIT

30. What are you listening to right now: My “songs i think love sounds like” playlist

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ive talked to a Thomas, but idk about a tom

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: anxiety

33. Most visited website: spotify

34. Hair colour: blonde

35. Long or short hair: shortish

36. Do you have a crush on someone: who knows, not me

37. What do you like about yourself: im reaally good on emergencies

38. Want any piercings: not really

39. Blood type: no idea, a i think?

40. Nicknames: bro or hey you

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: libra

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: at this very moment, deception or b99

45. Tattoos: i wish, i want a red feather behind my ear

46. Right or left handed: right

47. Ever had surgery: wisdom teeth

48. Piercings: none

49. Sport: XC/ track

50. Vacation: yes?

51. Trainers: i wear the same pair for everything

— More General

52. Eating: doritos

53. Drinking: nothing

54. Im about to watch: the new episode of deception, if my dad finished black mirror

55. Waiting for: my anxiety to die down

56. Want: to sleep for 4 days

57. Get married: maybe, if i find someone i like enough

58. Career: CFO of a music company, but also probably a chemist

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60: lips or eyes: eyes

61. Taller or shorter: taller, tall people give the best hugs

62. Older or younger: same age

63. Nice arms or stomach: dont care

64. Hookups or relationships: relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: whatever the mood is

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: nope

67. Drank hard liquor: once on accident and never again

68. Turned someone down: haven’t been asked out

69. Sex on first date: *asexual laughter*

70. Broken someone’s heart: gee i hope not

71. Had your heart broken: do terrible book to movie adaptations count?

72. Been arrested: nope

73. Cried when someone died: yes

74. Fallen for a friend: so often its a problem

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: not really? Not at this present moment

76. Miracles: yeah

77. Love at first sight: nope

78. Santa Claus: i believe in the concept of him, if that makes sense

79. Angels: yes

— Misc

80. Eye color: blue

81. Best friend’s name: they definitely have one

82. Favorite movie: ummmmmmmmmm memento or the prestige

83. Favorite actor: rn its tom holland

84. Favorite cartoon: miraculous ladybug probably

85. Favorite teacher’s name: Miss T, or Mrs. Walle, or Mashby

WHEW well that was long but fun. Lets tag @sapphic-asteroid @saltbaekei @ivegotthislove @papillonemheliosa @pancake13error @typicalyaoifangirl @kierenrose @kaidad @ylove-bandaesthetics @d3kv @dreamlurkerdreameater @hardrock-mysticrage @just-a-shy-and-depressed-lesbian @justatracersexual @legimus-ergo-sumus @cuddlycryptid @vintageunicornblood @bandobsessed510 and yeah thats all i got. Fun times. You dont have to if you dont want to, obviously, but it was fun! Anyway, have a great day yall

[lobotomiez]

ok i was trying to avoid this but ive been tagged for it like 6 times i dont even remember everyone who tagged me

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

last

1. drink water

2. phone call my friend eden bc joya and i went outside but she didnt have her swipe card to get back inside and i dont have access to their dorm so i called eden to come let us in but she didnt actually need to bc some ppl came by and opened the door

3. text message one of these 🙌🏻 to my class group’s chat abt our paper

4. song you listened to “my old ways” by dr. dog

5. time you cried WATCHING LOVE, SIMON

ever

6. dated someone twice? not even once

7. kissed someone and regretted it no ive only kissed 2 friends when we were drunk

8. been cheated on nope

9. lost someone special not,, really? ive lost ppl but i wouldnt call them special

10. been depressed lol

11. gotten drunk and thrown up yeeah only once tho i think?

fave colours

12. peach

13. forest green

14.  probably lavender

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends uhh i think so?

16. fallen out of love nope

17. laughed until you cried yah

18. found out someone was talking about you nope

19. met someone who changed you i guess so 

20. found out who your friends are yeah

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list not in the last year

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl all...

23. do you have any pets my kitty!

24. do you want to change your name no

25. what did you do for your last birthday uh.. i think nothing.. one of my friends brought me an arizona and stopped by for like 5 mins.. at least i think that was my last birthday?

26. what time did you wake up today first alarm went off at 9:00 but i didnt get up until 9:36 or so and then was late to class but the professor was later so it didnt even matter 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night probably sleeping

28. what is something you can’t wait for spRING BREAK IM GONNA GET A TATTOO IN SEATTLE AND HANG OUT W JOYA AND EDEN!!!!

30. what are you listening to right now ladada by dr. dog !

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom uhh my cousin’s name is thomas does that count?

32. something that’s getting on your nerves my finger wouldnt stop bleeding so i put a bit of tissue and tape on it and its kinda annoying in a more general sense my skin is annoying as hell these days its so dry on the lower half of my face but kinda oily on the top and im breaking out rly bad rn!! even tho im on an acne med!!

33. most visited website probably this hellhole

34. hair color boring brown

35. long or short hair short but im gonna grow it out to a bob length which is still short but long for me

36. do you have a crush on someone idk if its a crush but i think this guy in my music class is really cute his name is sam

37. what do you like about yourself uhhh not a lot my guy but i guess my music taste

38. want any piercings? i would love a bunch of ear piercings all over and maybe a lip piercing 

39. blood type red

40. nicknames uhh none exactly one (1) person is allowed to call me tess and its None of u

41. relationship status single and unloveable 

42. zodiac gemini

43. pronouns they/them or she/her irl 

44. fave tv shows its always sunny in philadelphia, the office, psych, monk, i also rly like ap bio so far idk if its a fav yet but i enjoy it 

45. tattoos soon!!!! it’ll be a hand holding a flower

46. right or left handed right but i can do stuff w my left too 

47. ever had surgery uhh wisdom teeth

48. piercings norm ear piercing and septum 

49. sport what the fuck is a sport

50. vacation i went to the netherlands and then germany in like 2013 that was really fun 

51. trainers shoes? i almost exclusively wear boots namely my docs or converse or birks if its warm out

more general

52. eating nothing rn but i just had dinner which was a sad tasteless pad thai, broccoli, a slice of pizza, an eggroll, and some cereal (welcome to college) 

53. drinking water

54. i’m about to watch probably something on youtube but i also need to look at the course schedule for next semester bc i have an advising  meeting tmrw and i have no clue what i want to take 

55. waiting for ?? spring break

56. want a slushee sounds so good rn

57. get married yeah probably

58. career a psychiatrist hopefully or something similar

which is better

59. hugs or kisses i love hugs but i also havent had a Real kiss so idk but also im weird abt mouth hygiene so there are very few ppl id be ok w kissing so anyway hugs i guess

60. lips or eyes uhhh both? nice lips are important if ur gonna be kissin em

61. shorter or taller i dont care actually

62. older or younger this question is creepy, cancelled

63. nice arms or stomach all arms are nice and all tummies are nice

64. hookup or relationship relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant usually hesitant but i can be a troublemaker if im in the right mood

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger lol no

67. drank hard liquor helllll yeah

68. lost glasses dont wear them but never lost sunglasses or anything

69. turned someone down yeah

70. sex on first date lmao

71. broken someones heart i highly doubt it 

72. had your heart broken nope

73. been arrested no

74. cried when someone died yeah,,,

75. fallen for a friend nno

do you believe in

76. yourself lmao

77. miracles no,, i believe some wild shit happens coincidentally??

78. love at first sight i mean u could be attracted to someone at first sight and then fall in love w them if u develop a relationship w them but its not love if u’ve never even talked to them

79. santa claus i wish

80. kiss on a first date ??? how does one “believe in” this it either happens or it doesnt 

81. angels nah 

other

82. best friend’s name emma + a lot of others i consider best friends

83. eye colour brown/hazel

84. fave movie oh shit,, maybe love, simon 

85. fave actor hhh... charlie day??

i tag whoever wants to do this bc its rly fuckin long

[that-sokovian-bastard]

another cool tag!

I was tagged by my main bitch @imaginingadifferentlife

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I tag: i dont have 20 people but:

@marrvelle @sgtbxckybxrnes @shwarmadudes @i-am-not-the-real-alice @fangirlingisajob @captainamericasinnocence @mus1ck1ll3r @mehrmonga @peechesblog @pietroimagines @this-is-moonfairy @this-is-menot-caring i am so tired i can’t think of more buT YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU’D LIKE!!

the last

1. drink: milk 2. phone call: mi madre  3. text message: Jadyn- about an interview lol 4. song you listened to: Currently listening to These Are The Lies by The Cab 5. time you cried: Sunday when I had an anxiety attack 6. dated someone twice: i haven’t even dated anyone since my cute bf in preschool 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no kisses at tall 8. been cheated on: i mean ^^ 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i don’t drink

3 favourite colours

12. Indigo 13. Turquoise

14. Bright Red

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes but mostly online, like two irl 16. fallen out of love: nope 17. laughed until you cried: yes and a lot is with jadyn 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes. we aren’t friends anymore. 19. met someone who changed you: yessire 20. found out who your friends are: yeah. I called this my year of giving no fucks and only put in the amount of effort my friends put in. I’ve lost some friends, but that’s ok. 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I mean...my parents? general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 95%. I only have like three or four internet friends on facebook. one of them being jadyn’s mom. 23. do you have any pets: one dog  24. do you want to change your name: nah that’s a lot of work 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to dinner with my mom, dad, sister, grandma and grandpa then we saw Newsies in the movie theater directly after. It was glorious and I cried when I saw Jeremy Jordan.

26. what time did you wake up: 8- only because the people working on our house were right outside my room power washing and it scared the shit out of me. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: skyping with jadyn 28. name something you can’t wait for: well, college but eventually running my company 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: last night 31. what are you listening to right now: Now I’m listening to Her Love Is My Religion by The Cab. It’s been so long since I’ve listened to them so now im listening to all the albums.

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably but i can’t remember a specific time.  33. something that is getting on your nerves: ohhhh right now im pissed that my ex-best friend texted me yesterday like she didn’t do anything wrong. i’m pissed that she thinks I’ll forget what happened but I won’t. I did not reply :) 34. most visited website: tumblr. not really a surprise. 35. hair colour: naturally blonde but it’s red now and has been for 2+ years.

36. long or short hair: medium 37. do you have a crush on someone: no, i don’t really want a relationship right now.

38. what do you like about yourself: im able to be a bitch but im really sensitive as well (which is a curse as well). I also like my creativity, but that’s more of a generic answer. 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: the blood of my enemies 41. nickname: technically lilly is my nickname but “Lilleh” seems to be catching on to some tumblr people 42. relationship status: single and fuckin loving it

43. zodiac: Pisces 44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: Supergirl 46. tattoos: none just yet. Do I want a tattoo sleeve or a good job? I do want to get at least one at some point. 47. right or left handed: right-handed 48. surgery: I had my tonsils taken out in third grade 50. sport: i don’t 51. vacation: i'm going to florida next week 52. pair of trainers: ?

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: i think i convinced my sister to get me raising canes for dinner 54. drinking: uhh there is water on my bed so water 55. I’m about to: try to write but probably procrastinate. I’m 10/31 parts done.

56. waiting for: the day when i finish the 31 part series because it’s fun to write and i’m loving it but p r e s s u r e 57. want: my dog to stop barking he’s been barking for three hours 58. get married: i do want to get married one day. but right now, that is far, far in the future. 59. career: i'm a hostess/cashier at a restaurant rn and i hope once i’m out of school i will never have to do that again. i want to run my own business one day! I think I’ve said that a lot, did you know I want to run my own business?

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: be yourself and healthy that’s what matters 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: i wish i were a troublemaker but im hesitant asfuck so lets just say Jared Kleinman (did you really think I could go a whole post without a deh refrence?)

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no i haven’t kissed anyone since pre school 68. drank hard liquor: maybe? idk i probably tried some of my dad’s once but i don’t drink. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: how about every damn day 70. turned someone down: it was...lowkey. 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: i doubt it 73. had your heart broken: by friends? yes, quite a few times. I haven’t dated to have my heart broken. hell, i haven’t even had a crush to be turned down. 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: when I was very little. I haven’t experienced much death in my life, but i think when i was little i was really sad when my great grandma died. 76. fallen for a friend: maybe? but then i think i realized “bruh, you’re in high school you don’t need a relationship. they’re better as a friend anyway.”

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: it depends, i guess. 78. miracles: sure 79. love at first sight: not really, no. If this were an au world where we had soulmates, yes i would. but it’s not. 80. santa claus: no but i have to pretend for my little cousins 81. kiss on the first date: i guess it depends 82. angels: only castiel and connor murphy (but for real, yes i do.)

OTHER: 84. eye colour: blue

85. favourite movie: rn it’s Now You See Me. And Spidey hoco. but that was obvious,

[axou-den-mporw]

get to know me tag

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88 QUESTIONS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE (mini rant: why do these thing always request 20 people to tag. i dont even know ten people pls let me breathe) **I keep the rant cause seriously I don't even know 20 people irl not in the tumblr world**

tagged by @in-theory (and im really sorry for being so late, like a month has passed but well okay im doing this lol)

tagging : @vxplln @anastassiamlt @teh-panda @itsthewonderfulworldofsu @inkyblacksky

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: water probably it's summer lol

2. PHONE CALL: my dad

3. TEXT MESSAGE: κλαιω ήθελα να πω (greek)

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: My Neighbor Totoro ending song

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: I don't even remember. I think last weekend watching the Judgment at Nuremberg (1961)

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: not even once

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: nah

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: everything here is going to be a no, ( I keep this answer by @in-theory cause seriously gurl I feel the same)

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: idk what you mean by that. So im gonna answer yeah

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: hell yeah what I was doing the whole winter? 

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im not sure abt getting drunk but I haven't thrown up from alcohol. Alcohol is my friend

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. That's tough

13. seriously though

14. I can't even tell them apart at times, but I like the colors of sunset

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: AHA AND IM HAPPY ABT THAT

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: nah prob. I haven't fallen in, how can I fall out?

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: seriously I don't remember. I remember this time. I couldn't breathe from laughing too hard. I had just discovered a new laugh which was like HIHIHIHIIHIIIHIHHIHHIHHHHIIIIIIIIIHIHIHIIHI and I didn't even remember what I was laughing at cause everyone (included me) just laughed with my new laugh lol. But idk if it was this year. Maybe some other time that i don’t remember now cause well i have the memory of a fish

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: what

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: maybe???idk

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: im still through that tbh

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: what is even a fb list?

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: welllllllllll it depends on what you mean know irl

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: I wanna get a doggo but I only had fishes till now and they all dead now so yeah prob gonna delay getting the doggo till I get a house that would be comfy for him

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: tbh I didn't really like that as a kid. And I would like to change it if I become an artist of any form of art

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: my sis got me presents and we went to a nice café-bar, and some other time we got some pizzas with ma friends

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: eight o’ clock 

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching the Russian boy who looked like a real-life anime dancing folklore and I tell you he was fineee

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: life

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: before 3 hrs or something

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: my character. And my hobbies. Like sometimes I really wish I had been in some athletic team or dance team, be a little more sociable a lil stronger. ANyway

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Put My Hands On You by Dean ft. Anderson Paak (please do babe, i want that too)

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: Nah

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: people, me included

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): everywhere but I think the ones that come more to my mind is a huge one that is above of my left ear and thankful my hair cover it, then one in my right wrist and one left of my nose

35. MARK(S): stretch marks everywhere

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: ha I prob changed them every week, but I think that actress was the final one cause I found out as a kid that in this way I could be everything I wanted and change profession with every different movie/series I got myself into

37. HAIR COLOR: brown 

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: now short

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: *laughs* what’s a crush **(sorry babe gonna keep that as well cause yeah same)**

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: i’m confident at my dreams and goals

41. PIERCINGS: nah 

42. BLOODTYPE: A I think 

43. NICKNAME(S): squidie, agg, ang, bro

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: IM SINGLE af 

45. ZODIAC: cancer but who cares

46. PRONOUNS: she/her

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: Friends (American), It’s okay that’s love (Korean) (UGGHHHH THIS IS HARD OMG REPLY 1988 TOO OKAY?) and Είσαι το ταίρι μου (Greek)

48. TATTOOS: nah, how could i decide where to put it and what to write/draw, nahhh

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right

50. SURGERY: not yet

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: no

52. SPORT: does eating count?

53. VACATION: Nisiros-10 and Skopelos D-24

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: got me some converse and a pair of vans but converse is next level I tell ya 

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: haven’t eaten since i woke up probably won’t eat until noon

56. DRINKING: more water lol

57. I’M ABOUT TO: Watch a movie prob or go for a walk

58. WAITING FOR: Awesome summer to start even on August

59. WANT: to travel back in time and become friends with Bogey and Bacall 

60. GET MARRIED: who knows what life has for me? im too young to know

61. CAREER: nobody knows, maybe i will become a millionaire,maybe i will become another jobless person, maybe i will sell tomatoes and pancakes and cookies in flea market

 62. HUGS OR KISSES: Both actually

63. LIPS OR EYES: heart, sorry i never (after middle school, cause we don’t speak of the time before shhhh) really cared abt specific characteristics on people. I mean, he could have the most beautiful eyes/lips i have set my eyes on and i could be not attracted by him. Idk im weird

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller cause well im 1,64 m, and idk i just need his height to tell me HUG ME IM A HUGSIE PERSON (I know im weird, that’s why i have few friends)

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: now older. but idk generally i don’t think i would have a problem with younger people

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i’m a hoe for arms oh dear God mercy

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: loud people because i am quiet and reserved so yeah this is abt what person i am or which kind of people i like? well it doesn’t matter cause well idk abt sensitive, but im not and neither im attracted to loud people

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: im 10000% hesitant and i would like a troublemaker to have a lil fun sometime

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: no

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: no

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: like 8737918731432867 times

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: well. . . maybe?im not sure abt that

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: no

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: no

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: does elementary school count?

77. BEEN ARRESTED: no

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: i don’t think i have male friends (like real friends, to talk at least once a month and really care abt each other) and i never actually had

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: im a magic fairy, who doesn’t believe in them? my specialty is to make everyone sad lol

81. MIRACLES: yes

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: okay im still not over that ice cream, why do you keep reminding me of that *sobs* it was my first love *tears fall* when we set our eyes on each other *mess* *somebody sto0p me please*

83. SANTA CLAUS: well i believe in Santa Claus in the way i believe in all other Santas

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: is this something to believe in?

85. ANGELS: yes

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): anastassia, maryam, i think that’s it

OTHER

87. EYECOLOR: dark brown

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: Mamma Mia (2008) (judge all you want but it never fails on making me happy), Philadelphia Story (1940) (come on this movie is just amazing i love it). Im not sure abt favorite, but i really liked It’s a Wonderful Life (1946), cause it made me rethink my priorities in life and it certainly demands a re-watch. In abt a month i think many many more will be added to this list hopefully

OMG I DID IT YEY

[laytmblr]

OMG I HAVE 200 STALKERS

Yeah, not stalkers, but followers. But it was way much more fun to put it like that hehe ;)

Sooooo, OMG! 200 of you decided that I was worth following. YOU GUYS HAVE LIFTED MY MOOD TODAY!!! It’s probably not much compared to other blogs, but I don’t like to compare myself to others, we are all unique and different, and the world is better that way :D

I didn’t do anything when I passed the 100, because honestly I was in too much shock HAHA When I started this, it was to meet people who have the same craziness than me about BTS (and Kpop) and I really thought I wouldn’t go pass 25 followers. FAM YOU'VE MADE MY DAY!!!!

I’ve been tag, not long ago, by @mimibtsghost​ for a 60 TRUTHS TAG thing and I’m doing it now to celebrate! This way, all of you will get to know a little more about me ^_^ Here we go:

Nickname(s): Lay (honestly it’s why it’s all over my SNS accounts)

Bias: MIN F*CKING GENIUS YOONGI

Blood type: O

R/s: Not at the moment, but it’s a choice though ;)

Birthday: June 8th

Zodiac sign: Gemini

Pronouns: Biologically: She/Her. Psychologically: None. Both. Idk, idc ^^

Hair leight: Short, with sidecut

Height: 165 cm

A crush: Im Jaebum, Choi Youngjae, Jackson Wang, Mark Tuan, Choi Junhong, Choi Seunghyun, HAHA

What do you like about yourself: My eyes and my open mind

Right or left handed: Right handed

List of three favourite colors: Black, Red and Grey

(Right now) eating: My tongue (because lunch is over)

(Right now) drinking: Tea (YES, I almost wrote Tae...)

I’m about to: Sadly get back to work T.T

Listening to: Love Who Loves You Back - Tokio Hotel (Don’t fight me that song is gold)

Kids: EW NO THANKS

Get married: What for?

Recent phone call: A wrong number

(Have you ever) Dated someone twice: Yes. And broke up twice too HAHA

Been cheated on: I don’t know. They’ve been clever enough to never get caught!

Kissed someone and regretted it: Nop

Lost someone special: Yes. Sad shit. Life. Stuff.

Been depressed: Oh yeah... bad stuff too.

Been drunk and thrown up: Yeaaaaaah, not my best moments HAHA

Had glasses or contacts: I wear glasses actually, because without them, I can’t see past 2 meters away from me

Had sex on the first date: Nah. Definitely something I have to correct though HAHA

Broken someone’s heart: Not proud of it, but yeah. Didn’t mean to though. Just life.

Turned someone down: I hate those moments but yeah...

Cried when someone died: IRL: Of course. Other: Yes my poor heart! Sirius Black, Kili I w-will always re-remember youuuu... *sobs*

Fallen for a friend: No, friends are friends

(In the last year have you) made a new friend: YES I LUV HER SHE MADE MY LIFE BETTER (I’ve made more than one, but my heart thought of her first. Guuuuurl! You Know.)

Laughed until you cried: Every tuesday with BTS xD

Met someone who changed you: BTS. They didn’t change me, but they helped me find my true self and it changed a lot of things for me.

Found out who your true friends were: Oh yeah. A long time ago, I ditched the bitch who was holding me down and back, and my real true friends remained with me.

Found out someone was talking about you: A long time ago but, meh, teenagers are stoopid

Lips or eyes: BOTH. I want to look someone in the eyes before I kiss them.

Hugs or kisses: Depends on my mood. But most of the times, none ^^

Shorter or taller: I don’t care

Romantic or spontaneous: I’m not the relashionship-kinda-person, so I’ll go with spontaneous ;)

Sensitive or loud: Me? Depends. Both.

Hookup or relationship: HOOKUP. Don’t even need reflexion on this one HAHA

First best friend: A Bitch.

Surgery: Couple fractures and a Carpal Tunnel Syndrome surgery not long ago.

Sports I joined: Roller Derby. First as a player, then as a referee and then again as a player.

Do you believe in yourself: With my choices in life, yes very much. With other people, meh... not so much ^^

Miracles: Just a word

Love at first sight: Interesting in fictions

Heaven: ... let’s not talk about that... ^_^

Do you have any pets: Not anymore

Do you want to change your name: No, too much paperwork

What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing

What time did you wake up today: 7:30 am (and I was late)

What were you doing last night at midnight: Downloading a video to get the audio, to change my alarm ringtone. #TrueStory

Something you can’t wait for: I heard of Suga collaborating with someone... and I’m still desperately waiting Hobi’s mixtape!

Last time you saw your mom: Few days ago... maybe more...

What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My gender. Being a girl sucks.

What’s getting on your nerves: Injustices (in the large meaning of it) and haters. (and sooooooo many other little things hehe)

I can’t tag all 200 of you here, it would take me days HAHA! BUT! I’m gona tag 20 of you! Of course, if I don’t tag you, but you wanna do it anyways, feel free to tag me somewhere in a corner so I can get to know you a little too ;)

@kpopisruiningme @bamhoe @itzisnotaghost @harrystylesismyreligion @eat-the-fucking-strawberry @willwesurvivetoday @miinyooongii @omgtaetaethings @kaep-jjang-veryjjang @sofythaaa @jihminshi @bulletproofgot7 @bootaecall @small-yoonmin @sadistic-kihyun @lolopop-wang @sunlitae @sofihobi @sugarsgrr @nochu-jungshook

[dimsumdamsel]

92 truths that you dont really need to know about me but im gonna tell you anyway ! !

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by: @slavshiro ohoo THANK YOU ILY

LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: my mom just called me to tell me to turn the stove on [3] text message: the love of my life, sonia!!! [4] song you listened to:  말이야 (I Mean That) by CLC!!! quality song  [5] time you cried:  dec 8 when i thought i only got 10/60 on my calc final cause i had an anxiety attack in the middle of it and called my cousin on her birthday and cried to her about being worthless and how my parents deserve a better daughter, one more like my successful brother :^) i havent cried since then because im even more dead than ive ever been :^)

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: nope, i dont want to relive any of my past relationships; i mean it ended for a reason so? but maybe for a future relationship if it comes to it?? theres still an extremely low chance of it happening though lol  [7] been cheated on: not that i know of but probably not [8] kissed someone and regretted it: ksjngkejrnkgne yeah, elementary school with isaiah mike lmao what a mistake  [9] lost someone special: mmmm not recently  [10] been depressed: i’m honestly not sure– like its not bad enough to where i would need medicine but i do feel down, empty, and find it hard to be happy a lot?? its mostly cause of school but baHhhhahaH yikes dog pictures never fail to cheer me up though [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: im a good girl, i dont plan on drinking until im legally allowed to lmao even than, i probably would still be reluctant 

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] orange (orange clothes are ugly though) [13] cream / white !  [14] dark blues ! 

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: sweats honestly no, i havent made any new friends for a couple years now? i mean i met people form key club but i dont talk to them often  [16] fallen out of love: i guess  [17] laughed until you cried: i think so  [18] found out someone was talking about you: yO SO MY FRIEND TOLD ME TODAY THAT SOMEONE I DATED KEEPS TELLING MY OTHER FRIEND THAT HE MISSED ME AND honestly get over me please, like its been like what nine months now and youre not going to get anywhere with mulling in the past? dont bother other people about this because they dont want to hear it.  [19] met someone who changed you: NOT IN THE PAST YEAR KFKNDFKE [20] found out who your true friends are: i never have fake friends? like even if they wanted to gain something from me there would be nothing to get lmao [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: nAH

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: probably a little more than three fourths [23] do you have any pets: i have a six inch fish, my dad has a six inch fish, and my mom has two smaller three inch fish (the ones my dad and i own are at least five years old now and the ones my mom has are less than a year old) [24] do you want to change your name: nope, my parents chose it for me and i want to honor that, plus i dont think any other names would suit me  [25] what did you do for your last birthday: i went out to eat kbbq with sonia and then stayed home for the rest of the day !!!!! thank you sonia ohoo i would’ve just spent it doing nothing wihtout you kjngkjer [26] what time did you wake up: 6:30 am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: dinking around on my phone probably [28] name something you cannot wait for: short term: the week to end, long term: owning a dog  [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 3 minutes ago  [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i was more confidant about myself and my ability to do things  [31] what are you listening to right now: good luck by aoa [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: i know a tommy??  [33] something that is getting on your nerves: :3 [34] most visited website: “tinklr dot hell” [35] elementary: i miss my elementary school friends : ( [36] high school: fuck the counselors  [37] college: high school + more crying honestly, i like it though, i feel more free (at least in the running start program lmao) im waiting to see if UW seattle and bothell want me next year though and i really want to die at the though of them not accepting me cause i’ll just be an even bigger disappointment to my family lol  [38] hair color: dark brown but a chestnut-ish color in the sun (i really want to dye my hair so its that chestnut color all the time though) [39] long or short hair: i like short hair but i currently have long hair thats three or four inches under my armpits, i plan on cutting it soon though [40] do you have a crush on someone: no serious ones, just the “wow he smiled at me “ and “gOd he held the door for me i am Snatched” kind of little crushes [41] what do you like about yourself?: i like that i was able to make good friends [42] piercings: ears [43] blood type: B+ i think– not completely sure if im + or - but i know its B for sure [44] nickname: none, just pet names from sonia and jiejie by gil ohoo [45] relationship status: single and not really looking for anything, i just want a dog [46] zodiac sign: sagittarius [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: i surprisingly have a lot of favorite american shows like bones, psych, monk, criminal minds, leverage, saving hope, pushing daisies, ghost whisperer, basically all shows on ion tv minus law&order, then theres gravity falls and bobs burger, and then a bunch of animes and dramas [49] tattoos: none but ive always wanted one either on my wrist or inner arm ! [50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: never  [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: lisa! we’ve literally known each other since we were born and shes always going to be my favorite cousin and one of my best friends [54] sport: track  [55] vacation: dont remember very well?? i saw some vcr tapes of us going to disney in 2001 though [56] pair of trainers: ive never had any trainers, just running shoes?? i had small red sandals that squeaked whenever i walked when i was a kid though 

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water (ive been drinking so much water lately but i’m always thirsty so i lowkey think theres something wrong with me) [59] i’m about to: knock out  [60] listening to:  情歌王 by leo ku (its like a compilation of classic love songs thats 13 minutes long but i could sing the entire thing karaoke style easily)  [61] waiting for: death  [62] want: to not disappoint my parents, my friends, or myself anymore  [63] get married: eventually i guess  [64] career: student, scribe/visual interpreter/reader/proctor for my college’s DSS 

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs !  [66] lips or eyes: eyes ! ! which is funny cause making eye contact with people makes me Uncomfortable  [67] shorter or taller: taller please, im tired of being the taller friend and i want to feel small for once  [68] older or younger: older, i’ve had enough with younger guys lmao  [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic but spontaneous is good too  [70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms i guess  [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive?? [72] hook up or relationship: relationship wtf i dont even get how hook ups work alright  [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant lmao 

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no what the heck [75] drank hard liquor? nope  [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? lost contacts (which sucks cause i wear hard contacts since they cant make soft ones with my prescription and only replace them once a year, thankfully i can use the ones from previous years) but never glasses  [77] turned someone down: no  [78] sex on first date? yikes no  [79] broken someone’s heart? ya but it was for the best [80] had your own heart broken? ya but i was never that sad about it [81] been arrested? no oml i sweat every time i see cop cars [82] cried when someone died? no one close to me has died so far, but i def cried at the ladies’ code car accident  [83] fallen for a friend: nope 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? i want to  [85] miracles? yes but i have yet to witness any [86] love at first sight? mmmm to a certain extent– i think its mostly based on looks but when you get to know them that when the real love happens [87] santa claus? used to exist probably  [88] kiss on the first date? depends  [89] angels? yeah, why not 

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: sonia del casal : ) [91] eye colour: dark brown [92] favourite movie: listen ive watched your name (kimi no na wa) a grand total of sixteen (16) times and i could still watch it another ten times (i love to suffer)

tagging @sweet-hunny, @hideous-kojimmies , @panda-p-king, @puervy , @otonai , @izumiiz , @hxanns , anyone cause yikes i dont know very many people

[larryaura]

TAG GAME

SO MANY QUESTIONS OKAY........ if y’all ever wanted to know really useless shit about me, there u go. THANKS @semiautomaticlarry for tagging me because I love you and you’re the cutest you dumbass!!!!

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

LAST… [1] drink: water??? [2] phone call: my grandma, she’s so precious [3] text message: @fifthscarf13‘s youngest cousin cuz he had an issue with a girl..... love that boy

[4] song you listened to: I Feel It Coming by The Weeknd cuz I REALLY LOVE TO DANCE OKAY

[5] time you cried: yesterday while watching Arrival, that movie fucked up my head wtf

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: I HAVEN’T EVEN DATED SOMEONE ONCE, AND YOU’RE ASKING ME TWICE??????? [7] been cheated on: thankfully no but just bc i never dated anyone lmao [8] kissed someone and regretted it: I regret kissing my puppy now she’s always kissing me thinking I belong to her goddamnit..... (i’ve never kissed anyone OKAY) (and yes i do belong to my puppy) [9] lost someone special: well yes people change [10] been depressed: honestly I don’t know if I’ve been depressed but I’ve felt really bad during a certain period of my life [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: closest to drunk that i’ve been was feeling everything really light and being really happy, so no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:                                                                          [12] grey                                                                                                              [13] black                                                                                                            [14] white (yeah okay I know I’m lame I like red too)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: THANK GOD YEAH [16] fallen out of love: ha bitch you thought I’m dead inside [17] laughed until you cried: YES [18] found out someone was talking about you: hum yeah and not always in the best way [19] met someone who changed you: not really [20] found out who your true friends are: yep [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: I swear these kissing questions are making me feel really bad

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them or most of them [23] do you have any pets: YES FINALLY!! I have 2 dogs and a cat, and they are literally my life okay??? IM SO GLAD THERE’S A QUESTION ABOUT THIS [24] do you want to change your name: eh haven’t thought much about it so no [25] what did you do for your last birthday: is it weird that I don’t remember??? oh yes it was a school day so nothing I guess [26] what time did you wake up: 10 ish [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Arrival/thinking about the movie in bed [28] name something you cannot wait for: being free [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: she was here some minutes ago and got pissed at me because I’m always using the same pairs of socks... so nice right [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’m thankful about my life but I would really to make my parents less strict/overprotective [31] what are you listening to right now: the sound of this hella old computer [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: no but I would love to meet you tom [33] something that is getting on your nerves: school and popular people cuz I’m basic [34] most visited website: instagram [35] elementary: years of pure cringe and horror [36] high school: eh still cringe and horror [37] college: I DON’T KNOW OH GOD *curls in a ball and cries*  [38] hair colour: brown [39] long or short hair: loooooong [40] do you have a crush on someone: nope I told you I’m dead inside [41] what do you like about yourself? I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT THIS IS DEPRESSING HUM I like my eyes [42] piercings: none [43]blood type: i don’t fucking know and YES IT’S MY MUMS FAULT SHE NEGLECTS ME                                                                                               [44] nickname: i don’t have one but my dad used to call me lion bc of my crazy hair                  

[45] relationship status: single and dead :)

[46] zodiac sign: Aries [47] pronouns: She/her [48] fav tv show: bones and criminal minds are bomb, and I like the simpsons too [49] tattoos: none [50] right or left handed: Right

FIRST… [51] surgery: none wow [52] piercing: none [53] best friend: a girl in my class that switched me for another girl :( [54] sport: ballet I think or swimming [55] vacation: i have no idea [56] pair of trainers: I THINK I HAD ADIDAS I WAS SUCH A BASIC BABY

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: nothing [59] i’m about to: do something really unexpected cuz I’m cool [60] listening to: my depressive thoughts :) [62] want: my puppy next to me, food, a boyfriend, a party? and a mojito cuz damn those are good [63] get married: HA *cries*  [64] career: I don’t know I just wanna be happy tbh

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: that’s just sad *sigh* hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older omg [69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous who the hell wants sappy romantic shit even wtf [70] nice arms or nice stomach: damnit idk stomach i guess [71] sensitive or loud: depends, but sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: I really don’t fucking know but right now I want a relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemakers bc I’m the hesitant one

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? this is getting annoying IVE NEVER KISSED ANYONE [75] drank hard liquor? I think so [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I don’t have them [77] turned someone down: probably more than I know of [78] sex on first date? take a wild guess [79] broken someone’s heart? not on purpose but I don’t regret it cuz then he was an ass to me [80] had your own heart broken? I TRIED NOT TO BUT IT JUST KINDA HAPPENED WTF [81] been arrested? nah [82] cried when someone died? I cry when people die even if I don’t know them [83] fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? not really? [85] miracles? depends [86] love at first sight? nah, I don’t even have love at second or third sight lmao [87] santa claus? what is there to believe in santa claus, isn’t he obviously real [88] kiss on the first date? hum there’s probably someone out there who has experienced this right [89] angels? yeah

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: @fifthscarf13 and @semiautomaticlarry bc y’all are cool enough to have a tumblr okay i love you [91] eye colour: green/hazel [92] favourite movie: go watch “equals” IT’S BEAUTIFUL

I made it out alive after 92 questions and a lot of them with kissing I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. Anyways, I’m tagging @fifthscarf13 bc you’re the only person that I have left wow I’m such a good friend and tumblr says @larryscunt is one of my biggest fans so hi I love your blog I’m tagging you???? and hell no I’m not tagging 25 people poor them

[brianmaysbread]

I got tagged by @ure-gonna-loveme-when-u-seeme and ily thank you <3

Rules: Answer the 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: idk my mom or sister

3. Text message: me group of friens

4. Song: God save the queen by Sex Pistols

5. Time you cried: idk yesterday considering i cry everyday i dont count man

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i d ont even kiss people.

8. Been cheated on: huh

9. Lost someone special: probably

10. Been depressed: boi!

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah son

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. baby/sky blue (their almost tthe same arent they)

13. black

14. orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: probably

17. Laughed until you cried: yeah and ily @ anyone who did that

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah - nice deets m8 👌

19. Met someone who changed you: idek probably did but doesn't notice

20. Found out who your friends are: probably but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

21. Kissed someone on you Facebook list: no.

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life?: half of the list.

23. Do you have any pets?: a few fishes and 2 dead turtles(yall forever in my hearts)

24. Do you want to change your name?: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i dont want to deal with people calling my deadname but if i could i would like my name with a v instead tho.

25. What did you do for your last birthday?: additional mathematics examination <3

26. What time did you wake up?: 11:30 am lol

27. What were you doing at midnight last night?: coming home from prom  💅 💅 💅 💅

28. Name something you can’t wait for: idk to go to uk and punch me sister ??lmAO

29. When was the last time you saw your mom?: 10-20 minutes ago?

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life? wish i wouldnt think of death in every single inconvenience

31. What are you listening to right now: 聖結石Saint feat.聖嫂Dodo - 真的不想嘴 (i l e git just pasted this from my youtube i Cant type chINESE)

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: o-levels

34. Most visited website: tumblr ; facebook ; youtube

?????? MORE QUESTIONS

35. Mole/s: knee and arm

36. Mark/s: i mean theres those scars

37. Childhood dream: teacher aww

38. Haircolor: black

39. Long or short hair: sort of in the middle tbvh

40. Do you have a crush on someone: unless dead people/old rockstars dont count- pretty much no.

41. What do you like about yourself?: thats a hard one i need to think about for years hmmmmm.

42. Piercings: no

43. Bloodtype: O or A

44: Nicknames: vini/vinny (anyone who calls me this i will love you forever) ; win-win (??) ; pablo( the greatest name ) ; idk theres the rest are insult names and shizzles lol

45. Relationship status: in relationship with sadness

46. Zodiac: scorpio

47. Pronouns: she/them/her/they

48. Favorite TV show: rick and morty is mood

49. Tattoos: someday

50. Right or Left hand?: right

51: Surgery: no

52. Hair dyed a different color: nah

53. Sport: tracks is fun i guess

54. Vacation: here there everywhere

55. Pair of trainers: um, , ,, i still wished to undestarnd what this mean but like yes. 4. i dont know.

MORE??

56. Eating: instant noodles

57. Drinking:

59. I’m about to: i really want to draw me OCs digitally for absolutely no reason.

61. Waiting for: the time ill start studying ( ◞･౪･)

62. Want: move out someday

63. Get married: to 3 different cats at once.

64. Career: is there a crying shrugging emoji cause if there is thats the answer for this question cause i dotn fucking know man the future stresses me out oh wait hang on ¯\_(; ◡ ;)_/¯ 

65. Hugs or kisses: both are cute.

66. Lips or eyes: lips ?

67. Shorter or taller: idk man but im always shorter than everyone so taller

68. Older or younger: both ??

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach ? what is nice arms mean like do they mean as in biceps ? ? ? (but even so stomachs i guess have a nice digestion system too )

71. Sensitive or loud: loud cs im the sensitive one.

72. Hookup or relationship: both

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker but knows when to hesitate/knows their limit etc idk

74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: lowkey yes but idk i got them back again anyway

77. Turned someone down: yeah indirectly,

78. Sex on the first date: cool

79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah probably and i higkey want to apologize but i never did unblocked them so great,.

80. Had your heart broken: probably.

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yeah but dude faked their death and ,, ???

83. Fallen for a friend:  at some point i probbaly did but everything never works in my life so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

84. Yourself: trying me best.

85. Miracles: sure. i hope that miracle of me getting good grades in add maths come someday so in the meantime i hope yes.

86. Love at first sight: cool.

87. Santa Clause: boy i wis h

88. Kiss on the first date: sure

89. Angels: hnhnhjjj nah.

Other:

90. Current best friend’s name: idk i dont consider people best friends but i consider them favourite friends which are the same thing but idk pat,sarmilla,hhhhhhhhh, i dont know i love my friends.

91. Eye color: dark brown

92. Favorite movie: nothing comes up in the moment other than a huge list of harold lloyd movies. oh wait shit man uh yeah i pretty much like nowhere boy (even fuck if it isnt a john lenon bopic its actually still decent)

idk im too tired to tag anyone have have fun reading ¯\_(ツ)_/¯